Hey Rouky I think you are finally starting to heal. There is a time when we are better off to get away from all the heartache here. Our exes have spent all this time with people who validate their every thought and support them in their madness. We need the same thing in our lives. Try to find some friends who love and support you fully and let them help you build yourself up. I will always be here for you and will be in touch. Love you always and keep up the good work. Mark


M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.