Lost at the moment

[lfm]

Struggling a bit today, I'm pretty sure my WW is fully engaged with the OM again. I'm finding it really hard to not snoop and try to figure out what is going on, but it's the same pattern's I've seen before, preceeded over the weeking by a discussion about how she doesn't want to get divorced, but needs more time to end things with the OM.

I'm really trying to focus on GAL, and guess I let my guard down after prior discussions about how she new she needed to end things with him, and had even changed her behavior for a couple of weeks. I know the additiction she has with this is a powerful force, and she's clearly not ready to move forward.

Sandi - if you're out there, did you go through anything like this where you knew you needed to end it and just couldn't do it?