Still here and need support 2

[poschan]

I still get knots in my stomach for some reason. Trying to use meditation techniques to help. I miss having d7 here and trying to keep myself busy so that I don't get so depressed. She is the light of my world. I will have d7 tomorrow through Friday so that will be a welcome change. not hardly any communication with WAW other than occasional text. I picked up d7 for Fathers day activities at WAW house and WAW said happy fathers day and gave me a hug. d7 has big events these next 2 nights and I will be her biggest fan and supporter. trying to hang in there. tough to get out of bed in the mornings and I tend to get more accomplished in the afternoon/evening.
Able to sleep without meds but still wake at odd hours sometimes with great sadness. I have also been having dreams about WAW which is new.