Well, I guess I can stop worrying about the sex thing, he told me in his not so subtle way that he physically is unable to have sex. So there is that. He could make some changes in life to fix that but that is his issue to fix, not mine.
We had a conversation yesterday, here are some things that came out of it: I asked why he didn't wish me a happy mother's day, he said h e didn't know he guesses he just hated the world that day. Interesting he takes his hate of the world out on me, of course not uncommon.
He also shared that he "hates life" where we are. Our house is too big, costs too much and he is worried about our income. He is miserable in the heat and he wants to move to our place up north. I on the other hand would love to be a snowbird but our youngest is starting high school in August and that makes it hard to snowbird. I certainly don't want to spend winters in northern Wisconsin! yikes!
Nothing earth shattering, but at least he's opening up a little bit. We are heading north next week always a fun, stress free time.
Me-44 (45) H- 50 (51) M-'96
S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)
BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas) home Oct(sep rooms) (EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed) insists wants D through July 2015 no more talk of D since
