It is father's day and I have always tried to be a good father. Many of the decisions I've made in the past two years that have hurt my career search were because I was trying to find something that wouldn't lessen my time with them.
I got up early this morning to donate plasma because it would be an extra $50 I could spend today. The systems were down and I wouldn't have gotten out of there until 1 p.m. So I came home.
D17 went to Chicago yesterday with friends then to a party last night. She ended up staying at a friend's house and texted me around noon asking if I wanted to meet her for lunch. D13 and I went over and had a good time. D17 is going to hang out with more friends and meet us for Finding Dory some time today.
After lunch I took a quick walk. I'm trying to focus on the positives. I love my daughters and have a couple more years with them. I have "irons in the fire" in terms of contract work and actual employment.
I will not starve. I can last another year under the lifestyle I have now. I need to focus on today and not worry.
Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11 http://tinyurl.com/yk4e2tz http://tiny.cc/thread2 http://tinyurl.com/ydtphqu http://tinyurl.com/thread4 http://tinyurl.com/3sm78k6 http://tinyurl.com/thread6
