Detachment, anxiety and the end of limbo 2

[Phoebe]

Well, don't be too impressed, Painter. I didn't end up doing anything. I went outside to play with my chickens, crashed in my glider and talked to my L friend on the phone for a little bit.

Then I decided I needed a haircut, drove 40 minutes to the salon and didn't actually get my hair cut after all! The only person cutting was one who has given me a couple so-so haircuts in the past, so I just decided to just leave. It was a total wasted trip. Now I'm just sitting in a fast food parking lot after eating some marginal food and looking at the Newcomers forum. Almost wish I hadn't bothered to eat. I ate too much, now feel yucky, and I don't need that kind of negative association with food. Eating is enough of a chore already.

It's not been a very productive evening, but it was an OK day overall. I think I'm going home to do some nighttime field walking. Way better than sitting in this silly parking lot! What was I thinking???