Hi Rose888, That's a good point. I will have to decide how to find a way, perhaps to have him feel safe to talk in person, or another way? My goals, - I have signed up to become a Certified Dream Coach and have started the online training. I have started looking for a new job. I have a routine I do daily, walking, journaling, meditating, and learning to control my thoughts and emotions and not break down all the time! I am learning about Internal Family Systems to start integrating the different internal 'parts' of myself to end up being a more whole and integrated person. I will ponder what else???