Hi lovely V, I'm so sorry you're having a rough time with xWH at the moment, and you're still not well. Do take care of yourself first and foremost and only post again when you feel up to it, or it will help.
I'm hoping you'll be feeling much better soon.
Xx
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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus