Funny you should mention not asking how/what she's feeling because this past week i have just sorta went numb. I dont care its her last week in office with OM, i dont even care if they talked in the office.
I feel like i have given up on the R. I really dont know what she can do to be honest to ease our way back into the R. Im actually dreading MC.
I find myself wanting to see whats out there, GAL and have fun. Was looking at motorcycles this morning, oogling the Harley Davidson Street 750 wondering if i can afford it. Thinking ill go Korea alone next month for a short vacay or maybe back to Phuket, i last went there w W and S5 right after BD. Shittiest holiday i ever had. I kinda want to go back without her.
Well baby steps i suppose. Going to go movies tomorrow night with friends. I usually go movies with W so this will be a change.
Me31 W31 M11yrs S6yrs 23Mar16-BD 9Apr16-W admitted EA w boss. 27Jun16-W Changed job and promised NC w OM. 14Jul16-Continued contact w OM.Start of Separation. 24May17-Divorced.
