Still here and need support 2

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just got off the phone with WAW. we discussed some of our R history. I told her I had reacted lately out of emotions and said I was sorry for that. I told her I was working on treating her with love, kindness, respect, and empathy no matter what happens between us. These are things I need to work on for my own well being. I have had to much resentment and bitterness that I know is not healthy for me. I have caught myself reacting by emotion without enough pause and replies out of love and kindness. I am not trying to convince her of anything as she says there is too much water under the bridge and all the things that she has documented that I did not do in the past. detaching is hard but I know I have to get a grip for my own sanity and well-being. thank you for all of your input and care it really helps. prayers to everyone to have better days going forward