Still here and need support

[poschan]

d7 with me last night and today then with WAW for the next 2 nights. I realize some of my latest posts were not coming from the best place in my heart. today at breakfast I got sad knowing that d7 is not with me all the time. it hurts. I know I shouldn't be dwelling on that aspect but it creeps in and pulls at my heart. need to get some work done while d7 is here which makes me feel somewhat guilty since I am not giving her my full attention but at least she is here with me and I can give her hugs and tell her I love her.