I have to say that since she has moved out, I definitely have a calmness now. I'm not thinking about what she is doing or how she is feeling. I'm only focused on my own day to day. I'm looking at what's right in front of me. My band has a gig this weekend that should be a really good time. Pre-sale tickets for the show are at about 2000 right now, so it will be a packed house and a welcomed party with a lot of good people.
