Almost 10 weeks since she said she didnt love me

[Natus]

Natus, I wasn't being sarcastic, I was sincerely asking how you responded when she said something about MC.

Hi Sandhi, i actually didnt see your post. I blame lack of sleep and fasting meant no coffee.

It probably wasnt as bad as i made it sound. She leaned in and said if i wanted to we could go MC together, by this point we were both little teary eyed i held her hand and said ok, we dont have to rush it.

I know i know sound bad doesn't it. Just 48 hours ago she wanted to separate find her own place and then boom 180, we werent even having an R talk. it came out of the blue. My guess is she was thinking about it all day during work.

I did talk to her that night and apologised if i seemed flippant, i told her i was surprised and was tongue tied for a moment. She seemed understanding.

Anyhow fast forward to tonight we had an argument. She still seems quick to anger and twist everything i say and make it sound like im attacking her.

I had enough and left the house to vent then went played some pool at the local pool house. Coincidentally its the place i met her 12 years ago.

You're d@mn straight it's a no-no; smiley face girl is mine. You can have tattooed guy.

I saw her first!