Cnut and blu, I understand points on getting self stuck. I have rules in mind but have had bumps with some. I have actually checked emotions so H has not seen me when sad/down, only pleasant for most part. Will cont. to apply changes through actions.
Guess do not see as "assuming" BD since had knowledge he is ready to do so. Will need to keep that out of my mind then and focus on what need to do.
I Cont to enjoy walks and reading outside; going on a hike this weekend with small group. Anytime we do something together I make sure I end and have not been persuing.