Letting go is not something you just "do." When you love someone, you can go through the motions. You can date other people. You can leave hear alone. You can stop pursing her. But you can't just turn off love.
And I'm sorry, but this is something internal to me. As far as she knows, I have let go. She doesn't know how I feel inside. If I had completely let go I don't see how that would affect how things have unfolded.
