Out of In house S- Start of two homes (10)

[vise82]

hey Pinn,

I know I am detaching because the hurt or sadness comes and goes in very shorter times now. I will get there. I have the mind set now that I am into a house I like. I am spending all this time setting it up. I am in no hurry to move out. I can if I choose stay her for as long as I want. If things turn around I can set my own pace. I am on my own time line.

On that note, W texted me that she put stuff in my mail box. Really? So I waited the two hour wait and thanked her. She replied back to that.

Meanwhile my friend texts me that my brother is trying to find me as he just had a baby boy and want to know if I want to meet the little guy. So a lot can happen it a year, the waiting time to dissolve a MR and having a baby. Then I find he is selling his race car.

So on one hand I have a W that does not want anything to do with my family because of how she was treated. Were S and living apart. As far as I know she is not seeing anyone. We are still talking to each other. On the other hand I have a brother with a new baby that is reaching out to me. I haven't talk to in almost three years to help make my MR stronger. I think I know what I want to do, and need to do, Just getting my thoughts out first.