What Should I be doing (5)

[Stormchaser]

We had a pretty rough argument Tue night - which sucked, because we had probably one of the best ML sessions the night before. Its me and my stupid anxiety, worries that she still works with OM and maybe the A went underground.

My W is remorseful and wants to reconcile badly, but cannot continue to take the occasional [censored] sandwich I feed her. The jabs and sarcasm, although well deserved, are wearing on her psyche and she's worried that if it continues, she will not even bother trying to stay with me. She cannot envision a future of feeling great for few weeks, only to have me come out of nowhere with a comment or worry or freak out. She has a hard time understanding there will be ups and downs.

Quite frankly, the marriage has never been better. We communicate like never before, ILY constantly, and the texting of naughty pics is insane. Its like I've become the OM to her, lol, where she's obsessed with ME now.

Yes, she lied to me. Yes, she had an affair. And Yes, I truly want to move on and recover from this. But each setback scares her. She doesn't want a lifetime of it.