Out of In house S- Start of two homes (10)

[vise82]

Hey,

So I did go. Met W at the Restaurant. She was waiting outside. I was neither excited or regretful at that point. It just was. It was good to see her. It felt comfortable. Like always. I dont know how else to put it. Was not much deep conversation but we have always been some what quiet.It was light and easy. I made the reservation and was much in control of the whole deal. Kids were good. It was a good meal. They sang happy birthday and they took a picture of us all together which she took off the table to put away in her purse after we all looked at it.

We went to soccer and we sat together. I asked her a few questions about work. There was talk of the kids and dog. S4 got me to stand up as it was raining and he put W and my chairs right close together so everything did not get wet. W did not mind me getting closer.

Before I drove her to her car kids gave the birthday present to her, some car wash stuff the kids picked out and a card they picked out and signed. I got her nothing. She had been asking me if I had extra car was stuff. So kids thought it was a good gift. W was glad to open it.

SHe goes to leave to her car and hugs the kids buy and thanks them for the gift and then makes and effort to thank me for the dinner. I just turned with a smile and wished happy birthday. She smiled back.

I go to drive away and almost start crying but held it together as I have the boys now, so game on for that!!

So I go on with my life, with my boys until mid Sunday for the kid exchange again. I have no plans to contact her, text her first or ask any questions.