What Should I be doing (5)

[Stormchaser]

Love this thread, Cnut. I'm also piecing and I have those damn anxiety spikes, which are caused by triggers, which I have a hard time dealing with. W and I got into a pretty bad row last night about it.

I'm one of the lucky ones in that once busted, my W felt instant remorse. I kicked her out of the house and 2 weeks later she came back (unfortunately I did the begging), the first month was a true nightmare, but we've been steadily improving. The setbacks are the worst, though, and it makes us wonder if we can even reconcile sometimes.

These last 3 weeks have seen her literally worship the ground I walk on due to my intense GAL, working out and losing 20 lbs and gaining muscle, and my attitude adjustment. She's even hinted at being worried about ME having an affair now since I'm so improved.

Those damn triggers, tho. Ugh.