Out of In house S- Start of two homes (10)

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Ugh

I am second guessing this birthday dinner. Wondering if it was such a good idea. I have been doing really well with detaching and worried this might set me back. I have been feeling stronger so who knows. Also worried I am letting her cake eat. Really she took me and kids out for my birthday so I wanted to return the favor.

Funny no contact from W today other then a thank you after I sent her a Happy birthday text early this morning.

No big deal.

I will continue to give her a taste on what she is missing out on. Then I move back from her again. I have seen OTW do this with mild success. I figure if I can do this from a detached place and it has no affect on me then I should be OK.

Just feeling a little nervous and unsure but overall confidant I will be fine. I think its the right thing to do right now. Plus it help W was very excited to go.

Feel free to tell me otherwise with 2x4s or what ever else is handy.