My little slice of Life..

[Tofbrks]

Did just receive txt from w saying , if I wanted to come down for a day or two while they are away... It would be ok.. But she would stay elsewhere... Well 50% there..then went on to separate Father's Day ... I know she has said she wants space and to separate but never really sunk in that it would really happen.

Have been talking with a good female friend ...she thinks I need a bold statement to turn the tide.. To illustrate I'm still in the game and doing things now out of my comfort zone... Boring and predictable. Since I cannot see how I can go from h role to some friend bff confidant handyman role.. She advises me to tell her this in a confident tone, I don't want to be you friend , your buddy or roommate, I want to be your lover and your husband! And as she says give her s kiss of a lifetime... Then walk out and leave...... This goes against db /dt to the core...but this is very out of my character so who knows.. Perhaps sandi or other women could squash this idea as more of begging pleading? Can't recreate a feeling but need something to shift it in my direction...the db&asthma don't do this I think..