Working on me and letting it play out

[Coconut]

Good for you CBT, I can imagine how difficult it is to lay in bed with W, I'm sure more than what u were watching was on your mind, and then get up and go to another bedroom... But I'll tell you, there were several times after we started piecing that I wished I could go stay in another room without it causing ripples..

One good thing about being in separate rooms is that when you get to the point of really moving forward, your probably more likely to get hysterical bonding... Although we ML once, we are just messing around occasionally, and it is really hard not closing the deal... I feel like I could have sex 5 times a day for the next week and that still wouldn't be enough right now, and I imagine the way things are going, I won't ever get that.