Sotto, always nice to get the viewpoint of a woman. I was thinking it was a bad idea to give to her, but a good one to work through things in my head and compose my thoughts. And then dump it. Lol.
CBT, thank you so much for the encouragement. I know I'm going to have bad days, but I have had such a positive one today. I spoke to her sparingly, offered encouragement and validated her feelings the couple times we did text, and we just visited a preschool. We took the tour, and agreed that it just isn't the place for S. It was also the first time since she left that I felt confident in myself, showed it on the outside, was able to walk away when things were over and STILL felt pretty good. I sense in my heart that, not only do I feel good about the direction I'm going, but that I was going to go down with the ship and not give up.
I'm feeling positive. Feeling good about me, who I am, and what I deserve. It was the first time she seemed normal too, but I didn't get suckered into trying to talk to her or get sentimental. It's definitely been a day to build on.
Me: 35 W: 32 S: 4 T: 6 M: 4 Physical Separation official: 5/21 Currently: DR/DBing, Focusing on me and son
Cheating on a good person is like throwing away a diamond and picking up a rock.
