I'm sorry to hear that Scotch. It's a tough day when that happens for sure. Know this my friend - in time, this will be another bend in the road. M's can and do recover from worse places than yours - whether yours will be one of them remains to be seen. Mine wasn't - but I am doing fine regardless.....it takes time but we get there.
Take care my friend
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus