Yesterday W came home from work, we were chatting just mundane stuff when she suddenly thanked me for letting her go to dinner the previous night with her girlfriends that a lawyer. The lawyer friend is also a friend of mine and also one of my kickboxing students. She herself had recently gone through a divorce due to her H's multiple As, she knows about our sich and hopes we can get back together.
So after thanking me she gets teary eyed and starts saying she had no idea how much her going to work was hurting me,she thought it was just another day going to work. Then through tears she offered to go to MC with me. I felt she was genuine about it and she looked remorseful. This was completely out of the blue, we werent even having an R talk.
Surprised, I didnt even validate very well. All i could say was "eh, we dont have to rush it" i did manage to cover and say thank you that means alot.
I think she is still on the fence and conflicted because she isnt sure if she can love me again. I guess this is a tiny step forward, she understands now my apprehension when she goes to work even though only 12 more days to go before she moves.
After everything im afraid to be hopeful. Im just going to go gym, do my thing and see how things unfold.
Me31 W31 M11yrs S6yrs 23Mar16-BD 9Apr16-W admitted EA w boss. 27Jun16-W Changed job and promised NC w OM. 14Jul16-Continued contact w OM.Start of Separation. 24May17-Divorced.
