I am 100% with you. What happened to the men we married? The pain feels too great to handle at times, like it's pushing you down right? We have to figure out how to be stronger, bigger than it. I write a lot of letters to my H and don't send them. It doesn't make a huge difference, but it lets me get a little off my chest. But I'm with you - when will it get easier??
Me: 37 Husband: 35 Married 5 years, together 13 Daughter - 1 Bomb dropped - 12/28/2015 He's moving out (officially) - 4/15/2016 EA confirmed 6/1/16 PA confirmed 8/1/16