Although im still processing through the pain and emotional trauma, im doing pretty good. I am taking some time off work which is abnormal for me but I needed it. I have a ful agenda of activities with the kids lined up. We are going swimming to day and later my boys are helping me with a neighbor car. I have a recording session in the morning but after that im taking the kids to Savannah for a day or two. Next week we are going to TN to visit my parents. So we have a lot going on.
The boys stayed with me last night and we just hung out and ate pizza. We also trashed the house lol. I will clean it up later.
My S8 told me yesterday that the STBX blames me for everything. He said don't worry that's just how girls are. He went on to tell me how a girl I his class blames him for everything too. He is hilarious at times and I think he makes things up to tell me. In his own way he is trying to make me feel better. Both of the boys say that the want to come home. It makes me so mad that they are having to live like this.
Anyway, im not going to dwell on it. Im just journaling.
M:39 W:40 S:10 S:7 D:12 BD:3/5/15 Separate BR:3/5/15 W moved out with kids 1/3/16
