Even though there is probably no chance my H will ever return, and I'm not sure if I could accept him if he did, I still enjoy reading about your growth and hope to develop a measure of your resiliency.
(((Blu)))
H: 44, Me: 45 Married: 20 y Together: 25 y no kids Walk away: 12/15 Asked for temp separation 12/25/15 PA confirmed 3/16 (apparently neither the first, nor the last PA he has had) H filed for D 5/16