i asked her to go for a walk today and we talked as we walked. basically as she explained it....we have a history...a toxic history. but we have both changed a lot and are still changing. she like me, i like her. but she is very very hesitant to commit. she wants us to work out and live happily ever after. but for the time being, she wants to get to know me better, spend some time as friends and see where it goes. she admits that she has very warm feelings for me. but so much has happened that she is scared. and episodes like last night arent helping matters.
