5 months & counting

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I have become the sole caretaker for my daughter. Everything I do, I do with her because he has not been involved. He comes to see her once or twice a week and plays with her for about 1/2 hour. So all I'm doing is focusing on me and her. My friends are great, but all i find myself thinking about is "What is he doing?" "Who is he with" "Is he lying about where he is". I try so hard to be present and enjoy every moment with my daughter, but I miss him. The hurt hasn't lessened at all!