I was so tempted to ask FF#1 to do something again yesterday, but I didn't. The first time seeing her in 25 years, and then 3 days in a row, I didn't think would be appropriate. I have been making sure I allow time for her to be the first one to text each day, which is difficult for me, but working. But then it is about 60 texts per day between us.
I already find myself contemplating if there is a possible future with her. She lives and works 25 miles from my house (once I get it back in July), so within driving distance to work if she moved in with me. Her parents's house where she grew up is about 5 miles from my house, she goes to church about 2 miles away. We have alot of the same friends, even now that she is living in a different town I know a bunch of the same people through work, which is odd.
FF#1 is going to a cabin in the woods this week, alone, no phone, no contact with the outside world, to do self-reflection. I sent the last text to her just an hour ago and I already feel the withdrawal symptoms coming back. Dang it, I guess she was filling a need for me, even though we haven't moved beyond the "friend" stage.
Getting over this codependence thing isn't fun, and apparently 7 months isn't long enough. And limiting my GAL to FF#1 isn't the solution.
