That was beautiful! It does say what I WISH I had, but certainly not what is actually going on. I'm not sure if we ever had that deep of a connection, so are we shooting for the moon with this one???
I do enjoy it once I get going, but it's the getting going I find hard to achieve. It's not as if there is a piano attached to my ass preventing me from running to him with open arms, but it's a psychological 'piano' of sorts. I have no idea why, but just assume it's just me, part of me.
Did you ever have the feeling you were hd and that situations brought down your sex drive? Do you now have a high drive, or is it just habbit for you? I know you say it was a decision to change, but WHAT was it about you that you changed? WHAT is different now? WHERE did you find the drive?
