The first one I can do. She'll be very surprised if I actually hang up on her, but it's something that should be done. As for the second, that'd be really hard as I know she'd reciprocate and I wouldn't get to see my son like I want to.
I try to be vague in what I say, especially when it comes to what I'm doing or how I feel.
I had a great afternoon with my folks yesterday. S was just smiling the entire time, chatting, enjoy his grandparents. Put a big smile on my face. Mom just reiterated that this isn't my fault, said she's praying for all of us (especially S) and hopes WW gets her head right somehow. He's going to be there all week, so I'm going to have a week alone. Hopefully I have enough stuff going on to keep going!
Me: 35 W: 32 S: 4 T: 6 M: 4 Physical Separation official: 5/21 Currently: DR/DBing, Focusing on me and son
Cheating on a good person is like throwing away a diamond and picking up a rock.
