What your h is exhibiting in the way of sticking his head out and then disappearing for a while is typical MLC behavior. Just leave him be and when he sees that you aren't pursuing him, he'll come about a bit more. No pressure!
Sit quietly, the answers will come and do dig deeper for more patience.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
