Out of In house S- Start of two homes (10)

[vise82]

Hey

Went to soccer, Had a good time. I think being alone forced me to talk to the other players. It was the most i talked since i started with the team. I complimented one of the girls on the team for having a good game, and she lit up like a Christmas tree with a big smile. I was nice to get that kind of reaction from just talking to some one.

Still no contact with W. She must be busy with the kids. I am going dark while she has the kids.

Tomorrow I have hired the babysitter and her sister to help set up the kids rooms and kitchen. Made sense as they are going to be looking after the boys in the summer for three days a week at my house. I also have a professional organizer that might give me a consultation but they are not available till next month.

I managed to reduce the boxes by half today. Still stalling on starting to paint kids room. Older boy said to just leave it. But I have the paint, just need to get it on the walls some how.

I have been so lonely. I am not used to this being by myself thing, being from a large family, there was no need to be alone. Even when I moved out of parents house it was with my brothers. At least I have the dog. He is not the best conversationalist though.