I recently found that website myself. I've been doing the Men's standing firm devotional. The messages themselves are good. I've not listened to the podcasts yet.
I continue to pray for you daily. I hope there is some comfort in that.
M:50 W:53 MR:20 D:21 S:17 S:11 BD-Sept 2015 Suspected PA Sept 2015-Confronted W & OM Dec 2015 Actually EA In house Sep:Jan/16-May 2016 W moved out:May 22 2016 OM-Intro Oct/17-On scene July/Aug 2017