Infidelity/WAH, my story pt 2

[PsySara]

My gosh this roller coaster, it's been spiking and dipping all day long. My stomach is twisted and knotted all day and my appetite is absent. I am barely producing any milk for my baby and he is mostly getting formula now.

WH called this afternoon and was asking how the kids were doing. I was outside with them and was actually feeling calm and chipper. He heard my tone and suddenly asked, "Why are you so happy?" I kind of breathed out a laugh and said, "Because I am enjoying my children." I refuse to let him see my pain. I refuse to let him see how wrecked I am. He no longer has the privilege to see my heart, he's fired from that job. Tomorrow I plan on doing my best make up job, show only the attractive side of myself. He will see what he is losing. I will be a rock star.