yes, I remember your situation now! My Pastor once told me that most people don't leave church because of theology etc but usually it's because of other people. The church is a place we want to believe we are safe in but I guess the same broken people that are outside of it are also inside of it. It reminds me something I once read "the church isn't full of hypocrites...there's always room for one more!" I wish you well in your healing
