Maybell, I in no way meant to insult anyone who sells insurance. It is a necessary product.
One of my biggest weaknesses is to just slow my brain down and let things be. Every few minutes I'll find some peace and then something will spark a thought, and then a panic. My 17-year-old talks about anxiety attacks and I think that's what I'm going through. And I'm not liking the person I am right now. I'm jealous of everyone.
To get some calm, yesterday I wrote down all the various places I've applied in the past week. I also remind myself that I have money in the bank. The rent will get paid this summer. I will not starve. Wherever I land, I'll be bottom of the totem pole for vacation. I'm going to have to work double-hard to catch up. So this may be the last "easy" summer until I retire. I should treasure the time.
That's the faith component.
Today, I'm trying to just focus on getting through the day. The 17-year-old is off to choir camp. The 13-year-old is on her computer in her room. What can we do today?
Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11 http://tinyurl.com/yk4e2tz http://tiny.cc/thread2 http://tinyurl.com/ydtphqu http://tinyurl.com/thread4 http://tinyurl.com/3sm78k6 http://tinyurl.com/thread6
