They know how to tug on the heart don't they? I hope you got some sleep.
By the way, I heard the same thing about the salad bar. But, it's so dark in there that it's hard to tell what you're getting. I've heard of people that couldn't get back to their table before the salad crawled off the plate.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.