Detachment, anxiety and the end of limbo

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My dear sweet Phoebe.

My oh my what a ride you a have been on.
A busy bee indeed.
Getting affairs in order to ensure a fair outcome with the d proceedings.
And doing it with a sound mind and dare I say a strong hint of confidence?

A night out on the town and several miles outside of your comfort zone?
Well who would have thought, just a couple of short months ago that would be the order of the night?

I am glad you found some fun in it, in spite of some discomfort. It is good for the soul and the mind.

Your posts sound more upbeat and with a positive confidence, and this makes me smile.
You have proven to be a very strong woman that has taken on a challenge that none should ever have to endure.

Remember, when one door closes, another will open.
In your case, you are kicking in doors and taking names and you will find yourself in a place with joy beyond your wildest imagination.
Why, because you will have earned it.

My next challenge to you is to tackle the sleep thing.
Seek out alternatives to the meds, as they tend to throw the biological sleep clock very out of whack over time.
There are many different methods one could try.
A friend of mine had insomnia. He did many things and even saw a sleep specialist.
It came down to wearing ear plugs.
For me, it was the stay up all night reset.
It could be any number of possibilities for you.
My thought, is try some different things. Ween yourself off the sleep meds.
Sleep will return to a natural state for you?
It will help with the physical and mental health.

You deserve restful sleep.
You have earned it.

Sleep well dear phoebe.