Detachment, anxiety and the end of limbo

[Phoebe]

Oh, I did have fun, don't get me wrong. I just didn't want to go salsa dancing but ended up going anyway. This Meetup is actually run by my walking/music friend, and the other woman who and along was one I have met twice before. There were a few more people at the festival, but once we left it was just the three of us. My music/walking friend is hugely into dancing, ballroom specifically, but pretty much loves all types. It helped her after her own H walked out and she thinks it would help me, too.

I will say, however, that I really do enjoy watching other people dance. It's fascinating to watch people that know what they're doing. Watching my friend dance was really cool. She's good!

I hold my boundaries well. Both women told me I have a very strong 'no.' I went along because I enjoyed their company, just not every activity they wanted me to join in.

Anyway, today I declined all invitations. I need a day off from being scheduled.