I spent the rest of the night rereading the homework and trying to get a grasp on everything. I'm not going to say I've had an epiphany and I've turned a corner but I think I may have a clearer understanding.
No epiphany needed to start to take action. Only acceptance of your circumstances. Please look up the Stockdale Paradox
Understanding Why this is happening will not change what you must do to survive this. Acceptance and a focused plan of action will.
Much information has been provided to you. Much support has been given to you. Much time has passed since the start of your situation. It is time to choose what you will do.
Will you take a step forward? Will you benefit from what has been given to you by so many that genuinely have concern and your best interest at heart?
I am praying for you KyleR. I believe many here lending support have you in their prayers also.
Please heed the following.
“Start now. Start where you are. Start with fear. Start with pain. Start with doubt. Start with hands shaking. Start with voice trembling but start. Start and don’t stop. Start where you are, with what you have. Just... start.” -Ijeoma Umebinyuo
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine