It is a peculiar thing the can flip the switch of realization sometimes. Hold fast to this.
Now the test will begin. Keep the thoughts strong in your mind that you have listed here. You are at a crossroads. There is no rush to make a decision. Heal the raw wound. Notice I did not say, let the would heal? Take action to heal. Emotional first aid. (Guy Winch Ted Talk)
I encourage that you look up the Stockade Paradox. This info may aid you at this time
Accept what has happened. Take the appropriate actions for you, your family, in spite of what you must accept. Do not sit back and let emotions happen to you. Taking action to make your emotions servants to your bidding, provides power and control. Detachment happens when you are in control.
As V will say, you cannot unknown what you have discovered. All focus on Sara now.
((((Sara))))
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine