I'm on year 8 too...8 is a lucky number to the Chinese It's funny how when crisis comes up, some people cling to their faith and others just lose it. Life is cycles and we all go through periods where our beliefs are challenged and we have to come to terms with that, one way or another. I've found my faith to be an amazing oasis through this change in my life. My last relationship introduced me to a church denomination that has become a huge part of my life. I lost the girl but kept the faith I hope you too find your way to a place where you feel comfortable and at peace.