Considering our country I doomed with it's choices of leaders, Canada sounds like a great idea! [censored] off for OVERpayment? That's a new one. Companies around here will take your money and run with it.

I'm just worn out. When things look up a little, something else happens. I am so exhausted today, I barely slept. What I have to contend with when I get home today is giving me anxiety. not to mention I am supposed to be chaperoning a dance for 3 after work. I think I'm going to graciously back out.

I survived the great townhome flood of 2008 where I came home to find it flooded from 3rd story down, exH refused to take our daughter who 9 months old then because "it is not his fault I am a F*cking idiot and he has plans to go down the shore". I lived in a hotel room with a baby and 2 dogs, then a temp apartment. I also survived hurricaine Irene when D was 3 and we had to leave our home for 2 weeks. ex was away. Then Sandy with no electricity for 10 days. thankfully ex was able to take her for most of that, but I froze by butt for a week with no gas or power. I survivied all that without a partner. It was lonely and scary, but I did it. My friends were a big help too.

I'm just a little worn out, is all.