Hi Kyler. The last sentence in your post is 1000% correct. You can't get past the wall. End of story. All you CAN do is become the best Kyler you can and let W do her
Apathy is tough but some get Spew , some get history re writing and some get tears and lots of sadness but we all can only control ourselves
We all feel your pain and we all want this to be resolved for you The only way is through it and you cant skip the process. Your W didn't get this way overnight and if she does ever change her mind it also won't be over night