Day 2 of a course for a volunteer organization today. Not sure if the lady I'm supposed to help really wants me in there... I got the feeling she felt a little threatened! I told them to contact me if they need me.

Then saw the counselor. We talked about how WH is sending me such mixed messages (still).

Last day at new job tomorrow, I will feel so relaxed afterwards. I can tell it was the right decision. Just too much stress right now for my poor brain and body.

I'm wondering if there's men out there who like to talk about stuff (besides Zues wink )? Men who really enjoy talking about humans and their ways. A man who doesn't get uncomfortable discussing the relationship. A male who doesn't feel threatened if I, a female, disagree with him. That is WH's biggest complaint about me - that I want to talk about everything, and too much. Or am I dreaming about a unicorn?

Guys?

I think WH felt that I became too domineering. But I think it happened in a vacuum. He hates making decisions or plans of any kind.


M 16 yrs, WH62, P54
3 adult blended kids
EA 11/13, BD1 6/14
PA fall 14, BD2 2/15
Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15
Separated 4/16
WH moved OW in 5/16
Divorced 6/15/17