I was feeling much better and stronger today. I went to work, took D8 to swim, worked out and then took her to the local carnival for 3 hours where she met up with her friends and had a ball. We come home after 10, exhausted, to find a notice in the door that they shut off my electricityz. A past due balance. Of $145 which must have been an online payment that didn't go through. No phone call or anything. I call the number but it's after hours and I can't get it reconnected. She is freaking out, and I am pissed as hell. I went grocery shopping yesterday , and even funnier that was a fiasco because the credit card machines went down and it was a Sh!t show. So now I have no power, I'm going to lose everything in my fridge and freezer. Thankfully my friend came and picked up gabby and brought her to her house to sleep and bring her to school.
All this over $145. One bill. No phone call.
Some days I think I'm just going to lose my mind. It's a combo of stupid crap like this that accumulates and makes me just throw my hands in the air and say WTF? These things always feel like they happen because I might have done something wrong, like it's karma.
Can't let it derail the peace that was setting in. I even felt happy tonight before I walked in the door. I haven't been happy,
Can't wait to clean my fridge out of rotting expensive food tomorrow.
I've been thinking I'm going to move to one of those mini houses up in remote Maine and live the simple life.
