Although I always love your posts, your last few has really resonated with me.
First the insight. I found myself mentally checking off items on your lists, and making note of the things I still struggle with. It was eye opening to see it spelled out the way you did--and recognizing the growth.
Second--the farts--there is nothing like the relief that comes after letting it rip. Go right ahead. Here is a safe place.
40s 2teens M14Y BD-10/12/13 rec-1/14 BD2-5/14 rec2-9/14 EA disc-10/14 4/15-BD 3 and triangulation ensues Served with D6/15 MS forced to leave7/15 D agreement signed 8/16 final 5/17